Happy New Year's Eve!
I have been thinking about how to present this first real entry for you all. Would like to share the course of events and catch you all up to speed. The task has seemed daunting to me as there is a lot to share I suppose-so I have put it off. I guess it is time to begin the task and then I can move forward from here! So...here goes!
I began experiencing pain in June/July of 2008. The pain began in my lower back. It began to radiate in my right hip and leg during the night and would often wake me up. I also found it difficult to get comfortable and return to sleep. In September of 2008, I began experiencing pain in my right shoulder blade area as well as at the end of my shoulder (where my arm begins). My home remedies included ice, heat, and advil. None of these tactics brought me relief. I also began to feel extremely fatigued and would require naps for several hours-and would still be able to sleep at night. So, I decided that I needed to seek an evaluation from my primary doctor-Dr. Hassett (I really like him). I saw Dr. Hassett on Monday, October 20, 2008. Dr. Hassett informed me that it appeared that I had some left-sided weakness. Based on my history (previous cancer diagnosis), he ordered a bone scan.
On October 23, 2008 I went to the local hospital to have the bone scan done. I also had x-rays of my back, hips, and shoulders. The x-rays were all normal-which we thought was good news! The bone scan, however came back abnormal with "uptake" in 2 spots (L5 lumbar spine) and left shoulder blade. Dr. Hassett called me to share of the news. He was not convinced it was cancer so ordered a lumbar MRI. My oncologist (Dr. Barbara Shea) expressed her feeling that there was no need to worry. She did not think that the bone scan was a cause for concern. She did not even recommend that I have the MRI. On October 26, 2006 I again went to the local hospital to have the lumbar MRI done. Anxious about the results, I began calling Dr. Hassett the following day. Dr. Hassett's office did not return my calls this day. So...bright and early the next day, I began calling Dr. Hassett's office again. After several transfers, a sticky note was read to me (a sticky note that was put on my chart by Dr. Hassett). This is what the sticky note said, "I reviewed MRI results with Dr. Shea. She will take over and I will be available to provide support." After hearing this, I knew that this was not good. I immediately called to talk with Dr. Shea. She was not available and turned out she would not be available until 5+ hours later. (This seemed like an eternity to me). Dr. Shea called me at the end of the day. She shared that the MRI results came back abnormal in the L5 region. She still remained optimistic that it was not cancer, but informed me that I would need to see an orthopedic surgeon to discuss a biopsy procedure.
O.K. this is where I am going to leave off for today. I will begin here the next time I find the gumption to sit down and revisit the events of the past couple of months.
Please continue to send prayers, positive thoughts/energy, and hope our way. We believe in it all and frankly could use it more than ever!
We wish you all a Happy New Year! May it be filled with love, happiness, joy, peace, adventure, great health, and lots of laughter!
XOXOXO-LISA
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Hang in there, Lisa. Often, when times are tough, I dig inside myself and think about some pleasant time in my past...heck, even when times aren't necessarily tough, I dig within and re-visit some old familiar and pleasant memory. Currently, I am doing some reminiscing of my childhood, where I grew up, what I enjoyed (walk in the woods near our old home, etc.) and have included these in my own blog. Perhaps, to take your mind off the pain and off the present situation, you can use this blog to reveal some of who you are to your fans and supporters (ie, us blog folk subscribed to this here blog). Love you. Take care. And HAPPY NEW YEAR! We shall endure with love and in faith.
ReplyDeleteLisa: I will continue to send love and prayers your way. May this new year bring you healing, hope, happiness, laughter and love! By the way, apple pie goes great with wine on New Year's Eve. Love you!
ReplyDeleteLisa,
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, we just love your family so much! You all have been such an ispiration to us and remind us that life is good even when we really don't believe it 100% of the time--ugh, a very, very hard lesson for us in 2008. Secondly, I am thrilled beyond words that you've begun blogging to keep us all in the know of developements and day-to-day stuff!!!
We love you so much and are praying for you and your beautiful, beautiful family. I hope that you're letting our neighbors help you guys out lots--otherwise send them back to us! We miss them!
Peace and much love,
the Brizard-o family
PS I'll be passing the link on to Amy (Belovich) Flaherty, the Coles across the street and my parents as they've all been asking for updates.
Lisa,
ReplyDeleteMehdi and I are sending you lots of love and positive vibes. You are truly one of the strongest woman I know and with that, I know you will persevere! Hang in there. We love you!